It's the best she can do right now. Katniss swallows painfully for a moment, just looking at him and remembering the things they used to do together, before the Games wrecked it all. Growing up together, teasing each other, taking care of each other. Making sure that both of their families got enough to eat. Compared to the state she's in now that blurry watercolor past seems perfect even though she knows that it was anything but. "Okay. You'll...be the first to know."